Georgia might be on my mind.

These last few days have been terrible. Probably the worst days of my life thus far. Though, you wouldn’t really think it, as for some reason I still seem to be very optimistic about my outlook in the next few weeks and I’m not that scared. My last few days have been terrible mainly because on Wednesday night I was kicked out of the house. No, not for doing drugs.. not for being a slob, simply because my parents are embarrassed that I’m not the poster child at age 22, that some of my friends are. I know things haven’t turned out that great for me in a year, but just when I finally start to feel like things might be working out they throw this on me. It all stemmed up because my mom tried to “find” me a job and I didn’t want to work at Enterprise. Just because she talked to some guy there doesn’t mean I have to work there. That wasn’t the specific kind of job I’m looking at, and I’m not making the same mistake twice. I want something relative to my field. So my mom and dad are “sick” of me and have kicked me out. I’ve currently been staying at Bobby’s thanks to the generosity of his parents, and then on Sunday I’m staying at Nic and Emily’s while they are on their honeymoon in North Carolina. After that I’m not sure, but in a few weeks I have decided that I need a change. I have put my two weeks into Wendy’s and the plan at the moment is that I will move to Augusta, GA with my sister and see if I can find work. If I can, I’ll get an apartment down there and stay. If not, I’ll come back here to Ohio and see what the world has in store for me.

I’m a little scared, a little worried, but I feel I just need to do this. I don’t know if I’ll be able to manage without all my wonderful friends here, but I simply don’t know what else to do. It’s really annoying though, when I know I’m not a failure. I might work at Wendy’s still while I’ve been trying to get another job after Steak n Shake, but at least I have a job and work full time and am able to pay my bills. I could be so worse off in life.

So here I sit in the coffee house of Harvest Moon.. wondering what God has in store for me. I hope it’s something because I can’t believe I’m in this predicament. My cap from my Jones Soda says “Luck is on your side this month”.

I sure hope so.